When you're making a big change in your life, it's always an emotional time. I was excited to try something new and return to old friends. I was anxious counting down the days. I was busy closing out my projects. No matter how much I know I made the best choice for me, I still felt an overwhelming sadness. I wasn't the only one that felt that way. My friends had a rough time accepting my decision and Stan even planned a little going away lunch for my final work day with her.